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Me outside of my own self. How in and out can you be? Are you always in your own body? Out-of-body experience, but what's the inverse to that feeling? Is there a middle? Is it physical, or mental? Am I thinking in a new way, is this what we all feel, a feeling of being in oneself. Actually being inside of my mind, and using my body with intention. Absent minded, coming out of absentminded, flows to a slow heavy pressure that isn't painful. Would you say that you or any loved-ones have ever noticed you acting sluggish, speaking very slow, or the opposite: speaking very fast? I can't hear myself, do I ever want to achieve a state of being inside of myself, hearing myself. I did in fact hear myself the other day, hearing exactly what my voice sounds like. Inside of my head, hearing from outside of my body. Can you be so still, that instead of taking in your surroundings, you take yourself in? Take in your physical state, your brain as a feeling. Will you ever just feel your body from the inside, is this your conscious? Are you being conscious of your body? Getting so used to the feeling that it slips. The same as maybe remembering that you subconsciously blink, until you consciously blink, and then slip back into subconsciously blinking. Your breath the same. Does your breathing bring you there? Into your own body? What does a conscious breath remind you of? To be inside of your own self.
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